Rights and Roots

I have a right to be angry, a right to speak up when i dont agree or i have been offended. I have a right to be loved and not have that taken away from me with peoples cruel words, i have a right to cry and a right to shout. I have a right to make mistakes. ? I am human.............

Been also thinking alot to today about where i am from, my roots, the pain that people went through so that i could be here and live freely. I want to thank them all for fighting for never giving up and i am not going to take that for granted, ever!

The other thing that smacked me right in the face today was the love of my children, the way they looked at me when i got back from a weekend away. The smile, the cuddle, the laugh.....it warmed my heart and filled a great big hole....love them so much xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Sad news.

Just reading about the couple who jumped off the cliff with their baby son who had already died.....so so sad and such love they must have had. Certaintly makes me come back down to earth very very quickly...made they rest in peace xxx

Need summer clothes!

Walked miles, sweated loads, looked like a red lobster but felt great!
Got pills, got vitamins, did all those little things round house that needed doing!
I need to go shopping, i need summer clothes, i need some flipflops from gemini! Or is that want?
Not the best post in the world but it sums up my day!

Thought of the day......why encourage me to vote then shut my childrens school, so i have to look after them and then this makes it harder for me to go along and vote? Madness of this country!

Help!

I went to take me happy pill today and saw i had ran out, then remembered i was suppose to go get my prescription this week oops! Now i will have to wait till monday and suffer in the process........hmmm and i tell people im organised haha.
I wonder how many women like me are on these drugs?? One in two people are on anti depressants i read once (not sure if this is in this Country or in the whole World) wow!

"Whats the point of medication? Only makes me wish that i were dead" (We Are Scientists, Textbook)

last day of half term

Today is the last day of half term...seem to have survived it yet again! lol
My kids are so great they just amuse themselves or fight between themselves haha, and hardly ask for anything apart from my attention which i try my hardest to give them, but i have found that i do find myself hiding on the internet, its like another way of escape, like the book you read or the film you watch.
I was watching Stand By Me, and my youngest Ben said to me why is that boy crying, such a sensitive soul he is and my other son is as well.....hope to bring them up to be caring men who think of others.
I really need to learn to use a drill i have decided today, as a blind i need putting up is still sitting there, prob will be in a year too. Just a random thought there and i think many of my posts will have these random thoughts and random lyrics. I find that lyrics often sum up how i feel.
Lyric of the day is..... "i dont think its gonna happen anymore, you took my thoughts from me now i want nothing more" (The Cranberries, Twenty One)

The little darlings all ready for school!

New Start!

Well here i am, writing my first blog thanks to the welcome guidance of my dad.
I have created this blog as an outlet, a way of communicating all inner thoughts as well as the daily life of me.
And whos me? well thats a question that i have been asking myself alot lately, as i bring up my four children (yes i said four). So yes i am mother of four children and yet not even 30, i have kinda lost my way but i am fighting back!